Anybody that knows me very well at all knows I was a little Daddy's girl growing up. I have two older sisters and a baby brother. I somehow was blessed enough to find favor with my Daddy and Momma. Just blessed I guess. I can remember getting to ride Old Dusty with Daddy while he gather cows up for a sale or to doctor them. I remember riding in the front of an old feed truck while he was in the back feeding hay. I can remember running along side of that truck racing him to the gate, he let me win sometimes... So many wonderful memories of my Daddy. He was a hard working man, a man of integrity, took good care of his family and finally learned to love and serve his God.
After saying all that, there was a whole year of my life that I didn't speak to my Daddy. It ate me up like a cancer. I was so disappointed and angry with him. Remember I was a Daddy's Girl so this was literally eating me alive. So finally one day I sat down and picked up the phone and called him. He was so happy to hear my voice and I was equally happy to hear his. Oh how I had missed him. After a little small talk I finally got up the nerve to tell him what I was feeling. I said Daddy I'm pissed off at you. He said I figured as much but I don't have any ideal why. So I told him. He said baby i really didn't even know you were mad at me. Isn't that a shame? I wasted a whole year of my life without my precious Daddy and he didn't even know I was mad....
I hope that you get the jest of this. Being mad and holding on to your anger only hurts YOU. You have to forgive and then you have to forgive yourself!!
BlessingS
Carol a/k/a MJ
Psalm 138:8
After saying all that, there was a whole year of my life that I didn't speak to my Daddy. It ate me up like a cancer. I was so disappointed and angry with him. Remember I was a Daddy's Girl so this was literally eating me alive. So finally one day I sat down and picked up the phone and called him. He was so happy to hear my voice and I was equally happy to hear his. Oh how I had missed him. After a little small talk I finally got up the nerve to tell him what I was feeling. I said Daddy I'm pissed off at you. He said I figured as much but I don't have any ideal why. So I told him. He said baby i really didn't even know you were mad at me. Isn't that a shame? I wasted a whole year of my life without my precious Daddy and he didn't even know I was mad....
I hope that you get the jest of this. Being mad and holding on to your anger only hurts YOU. You have to forgive and then you have to forgive yourself!!
BlessingS
Carol a/k/a MJ
Psalm 138:8
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