If you are teaching that it's God's will for you to be sick then you are reading a different Bible than mine.
I don't like long posts so I'll try to explain it as quickly as I can.
Just because we don't understand something doesn't mean it's not true. I have to keep things simple so I can get my head around it.
God loves me more than I can comprehend. That being said why would He not want me well? I would do anything within my power to take care of my kids and family. Here's the deal... He has ALL the Power. Now He won't override your will. So you have to believe. That's where Faith comes in. God has done everything He can to provide for you by giving His Son on the cross. So I figure it's like this... Like having an umbrella and you have to chose to use it or not. God won't ever force you. He has given you all the tools you need to be an overcomer in this life. You have to choose to use them!!!
So stop justifying your unbelief by saying if it God's will. His Word is His Will.
Pray and ask God to show you who you are in Him. Just how much He Loves you.
Do you believe God can do anything? Do you believe He will? Here's where the Faith is activated, Do you believe He'll do it for you? Of course He will!!! If you've accepted Jesus as your Savior then you belong to Him. So why in the world wouldn't He be there for you?
“The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.”
John 10:10 NKJV
“Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or shadow of turning.”
James 1:17 NKJV
These are just a few scriptures that prove He wants to provide for you.
I'm not trying to be harsh but read your Bible... Please
Stop making it hard, it's not hard. It's all about choices.
I sure do love you!
BlessingS
Carol aka MJ